Goodbye 2011

In a blink of an eye, 2011 is left with a fewwwww hours. It's like a must/need to blog at the very last day. Heh heh.

Reflections:

2011 is a very weird year, a little tough to describe. I learnt a lot, played considerably more than previous years, even 'self-actualized'. Maybe as you grow older your thoughts and all just mature and become more refined.

I'm glad, close friends became even closer. The bond cannot be easily described. Graduation, Bangkok, clubbing (a bittttt), first time I puked drinking alcohol, working, efforts from DJG to meet up, to be there for each other, uni, stress, workload, meeting new friends and all and all and all. My memory ain't that good luh.

Overall a positive year I guess :)
Yet, regrets are inevitable. I'll continue to learn and improve myself and move forward.

Let's await 2012 with a positive heart, may the new year bring new hopes and be a prosperous one for everyone!

Remember, don't give up no matter what ;)

Unless it's really end of the world, then....... Yea. Though at low troughs I wish for end of the world, I still wanna be sitting on my sofa watching 2012 on 22 Dec or chill out with family and friends.

Don't end.

Cos it's gonna be a special year. 1st step into adulthood. Hmm.

:)

邪门

It's like bad things are gonna happen to me and some things helped me blocked them, all with my mom's presence. My lucky star <3

Anyway it's the sudden fall of the balcony light casing, which splattered all over.
Then it's some weird taxi uncle who's like against me for NO reason?! He was in front of me at the first lane in KPE, going slowly, having signs of wanting to change lane but kept driving back. Even sort of like wanna hit the car beside. He kept repeating it, so i high beamed him. And then I switched to the inner lane, he followed. And i switched again, he followed. -.- CRAZY.
A week before all these was a crazy driver as well, suddenly gone wild BESIDE me! -.-
And today, the car engine suddenly stalled when I was in a carpark. I didn't know this will happen to an auto car, plus it took me sometime to get it started again.
AND... for NO REASON, one side of my specs suddenly broke. Totally no reason, while i was just walking normally, and piak. -.-?!

Must go bai bai alreadyyyyy ><

Blessings

It's my cousin's wedding part 1 - tea ceremony and dinner with relatives and his close friends.

We aren't the super close type, so I don't know why, but at some moments I was holding back some tears. Haha! Maybe because it's not easy for two people to get together, let alone wanting to spend the rest of their lives together :')

I felt so lucky to have such a wonderful family. I love them :) Looking forward to part 2 next week.

Wish them happiness forever.. And ever, and ever, and ever :)

P/S: that's what I said during the "interview"

I'm Back

HELLLLOOOOOOOO!

Been long.

But I'm back! Just ended my first sem in SIM. Ups and downs both thoughts and situations but I guess I still cleared it. I learned quite a lot through this new phase of life, really.

Anyway I'm so happy that exams are over. Here comes my two MONTHS of holidays!!! xD I won't let it go to waste. I'm gonna do what I WANT. And hopefully, everything goes well. I will learn and continue to learn while working towards it. It's gonna be tough but "you'll never know if you never try". That's one cliche phrase that I remembered from a secondary school teacher and little did I know that I did not put that into play almost at all in the past. So hopefully no regrets from now. Need to bring out the Capricorn in me!

Hope everyone's doing well! Cheers.



Risks VS Opportunities...
Thoughts VS Actions...

路是自己选择的

路是自己选择的。后悔也难免。但要好好的珍惜每一刻，好好地把你的几十年过下去。

因为，人生有几多个十年？
我们该跟随这什么？理想，梦想，社会的需求。。。 我们要怎么办？

咳，路真的是自己选择的吗?

我-不知道-啦。哈哈 ：）

The Week

This week feels likes a roller coaster ride of emotions. Not really to that extent, but something like that. Been struggling over my individual assignment, I ALSO DON'T KNOW WHY. Just feels all so tough and wanna give up. But I survived. Haha!

This assignment made me think alot. Kept having the 'quit-school' thought. But yaaa it takes a lot of courage and maybe even after 1.5 years I'll still be here. Maybe just need to rant.

It's like after completing a burden, you have another burden to take up. And it goes on... Then again, it's my choice of route. I'll finish what I start.

I wanna faster complete my degree, work and earn and save money, buy a condo and a car and a dog, live happily.

Hope everyone's doing good too :)

Everyday I'm Wondering

Damn it, many thoughts in my mind again.

Live a life you want, or live a life other people want?
Live a life you want, or live a life for the sake of living?

Are you doing what you really want?
WHAT do you really WANT?

What to do? NOW OR NEVER?

Life is all about taking risks. It's either you take it, or you won't. Live under a shield or to venture out. But, it's much easier said than done. Everyone wants security. To have at least something you can fall back on. But again, even if you have nothing to fall back on, at least you are still living. You can still fight.

So is life really all about taking risks? I think life is an abyss of contradictions. You want, but scared, but why? Then suddenly motivated, but suddenly all demoralised. There's just this little voice controlling you. Either you win that voice or just follow it.

How strong is your drive? What's your satisfactory level? What do you really want?


Uh-huh. How I hope I could write my individual assignment as flowily as I'm typing this.