Reflection

Feeling lousy all of a sudden.

Do people always try to be the best? In the surface or deep inside too?

Sometimes I'll just think, why am I the way I am?

-strong but weak
-weak but strong
-brave but timid
-timid but brave
-stupid but smart
-smart but stupid
-hardworking but lazy
-lazy but hardworking
-stubborn but giving
-expressive but inexpressive
-and whatever goes..

Need to achieve the Golden Mean.

Updates

Seems like my blogging vibe has faded away. But, just wanna have at least one post every month! Ah, so meaningless.

Anyway, life has been... Never better! (if you wanna be positive) I believe when one is positive, people around will be positive too. Theories of #ProfessorP shall be spread. Muahahaha.

Life in actual fact is not that fantastic but not too bad. Can't complain, can I? And I'm not gonna rant :) Just gonna cherish what I have, to be a better individual, improving myself, to share, to encourage, to be happy, to....... many more to come!

School wise, it's a little crazy how I felt like school just started and deadlines come piling up. Expectations, standards, quality... 要做就做到最好! And worrying brings you nowhere. Though it's inevitable sometimes, we still need to practise moderation. Everyday, learn.

Be happy, people! All my imaginary readers. *\(^o^)/*

米修米修。

Angrayyyyy

Last day of January. Just nice when I have the need to post something.

Nothing much actually. Just angry with myself at myself.

It feels like a victim of stupidity.

Bye.

School, AGAIN.

So we're all back to school again. First week just ended. Rusty brain is getting some oil and I hope things go well.

Confidence and effort are the key ingredients and I'm gonna keep myself motivated.

I can do it.

:) <3


Random: Mind is playing 林宥嘉's 心酸 and heart is feeling the sourness. Vice versa.

Goodbye 2011

In a blink of an eye, 2011 is left with a fewwwww hours. It's like a must/need to blog at the very last day. Heh heh.

Reflections:

2011 is a very weird year, a little tough to describe. I learnt a lot, played considerably more than previous years, even 'self-actualized'. Maybe as you grow older your thoughts and all just mature and become more refined.

I'm glad, close friends became even closer. The bond cannot be easily described. Graduation, Bangkok, clubbing (a bittttt), first time I puked drinking alcohol, working, efforts from DJG to meet up, to be there for each other, uni, stress, workload, meeting new friends and all and all and all. My memory ain't that good luh.

Overall a positive year I guess :)
Yet, regrets are inevitable. I'll continue to learn and improve myself and move forward.

Let's await 2012 with a positive heart, may the new year bring new hopes and be a prosperous one for everyone!

Remember, don't give up no matter what ;)

Unless it's really end of the world, then....... Yea. Though at low troughs I wish for end of the world, I still wanna be sitting on my sofa watching 2012 on 22 Dec or chill out with family and friends.

Don't end.

Cos it's gonna be a special year. 1st step into adulthood. Hmm.

:)

邪门

It's like bad things are gonna happen to me and some things helped me blocked them, all with my mom's presence. My lucky star <3

Anyway it's the sudden fall of the balcony light casing, which splattered all over.
Then it's some weird taxi uncle who's like against me for NO reason?! He was in front of me at the first lane in KPE, going slowly, having signs of wanting to change lane but kept driving back. Even sort of like wanna hit the car beside. He kept repeating it, so i high beamed him. And then I switched to the inner lane, he followed. And i switched again, he followed. -.- CRAZY.
A week before all these was a crazy driver as well, suddenly gone wild BESIDE me! -.-
And today, the car engine suddenly stalled when I was in a carpark. I didn't know this will happen to an auto car, plus it took me sometime to get it started again.
AND... for NO REASON, one side of my specs suddenly broke. Totally no reason, while i was just walking normally, and piak. -.-?!

Must go bai bai alreadyyyyy ><

Blessings

It's my cousin's wedding part 1 - tea ceremony and dinner with relatives and his close friends.

We aren't the super close type, so I don't know why, but at some moments I was holding back some tears. Haha! Maybe because it's not easy for two people to get together, let alone wanting to spend the rest of their lives together :')

I felt so lucky to have such a wonderful family. I love them :) Looking forward to part 2 next week.

Wish them happiness forever.. And ever, and ever, and ever :)

P/S: that's what I said during the "interview"