Wondering for the Nth Time

Just wondering.. how long can things last, how to be a better person, how to communicate better... Sometimes I want a hole just to hide myself. I'm really weird.

I hope this is just an emo phase.
Or my brain's connections going haywire.

Please be fixed soon.

So many things I wanna say but I don't know how/what.

Love-hate

I hate how I can be so capricious at times. This led me to many thoughts inevitably.

Obviously horoscope doesn't define one; although it is true to quite a large extent for myself. Sometimes, I really dislike myself for being a Capricorn. It feels like a devil meets angel situation. I get held back by some strong forces within, uncontrollably, even when it might oppose what I want or how I feel.

We are not without positive traits though. These are what made me glad that I am a Capricorn, which really is quite confusing to the above mentioned.

Love-hate relationship with my horoscope I guess.

A Quarter and More

Initially, I typed 'Halfway There' as the title then to realize, there are more to it. But soon it will be, school will end.

Now I'm in the midst of projects and more. There are many incomplete parts I have yet to touch. I don't know if it's my problem or what. The more I try to do, the more confusing it gets. Projects are for pro, not me. I'm just a fake professor. Haha!

Maybe I shall change back my firefox skin to Volkswagen to feel the drive~ Instead of this dumb spongebob.

Need to buck up.
Sianzzz