I'm So Tired

Finally i can take a MUCH DESERVED break from projects. I feel so much relieved now.

It feels weird not to be doing project. I've forgotten how to slack. LOL!

Anw... overall been a really stressed and hectic month. But i'm thankful for the people i have around me.

A real put down after imr end sem test next mon. The two extremes: one time too stressed, another too slack.

Luckily, i didn't give up. I can't imagine SIP and major project.

I think it's just stress from all aspects. Hai.

Okay, off school stuff. We'll be celebrating my sis's 21st in advance tmr, with relatives. BBQ. Pray for good weather. I still don't know what to give. Wanted to give itouch, but, so ex :(

Went downtown east with Candy after a less than 2 hour school/lecture, had lunch, met Cherine then Chris, then kbox.

Got to go to the new japanese themed room, which is like, cool but lame. -.-

Then dinner at just acia. Talked quite a bit, then bus home, talked quite another bit, and home.

So many thoughts in my head, again, like always.


i'm so tired.

School Rocks, Projects Suck!

I swear this is the worst period of my poly life so far. The past few weeks and the next few. Luckily, i have seriously fun project mates :D


Can't wait for all these to be over! So no life!!! Been staying in school till late hours these days, tiring. Plus tmr's end sem test? HAVEN'T STUDY (Y)

ENDURE~~~~~


Sometimes i really really think, what are all these for? Why work so hard? Just can't get through. Damn sian. I need some drive to keep me driving! Nothing's in currently.

Pray for 2012, god bless.

RMT Events Day '10

Our event is finally here on Monday. Which means RP3 practical, which practically i didn't do much other than direct selling. Felt that the second day was the worst. The better part came at the last two days where there's more motivation. So was busy "asking" people to buy and stuff.

"For charity, children in Cambodia, for education shelter and food, pls help to buy, all the proceeds will go to them 100%, it's just $3/$1, this money will mean a lot to them"...........

But really glad that all our stuff are sold! :)

Now coming back to projects..... i'd rather continue the event.

Procedures

How many of you actually questioned yourself, "Why are you doing what you are doing?"? Do you actually like what you are doing? If yes if not, why? For life, something that will unpredictably end in a matter of time?

Like, since life is short, why not do something you really like? But the problem is, we can't even at the slightest point do something we like unless we fulfill the basic needs. And to fulfill the basic needs, we need to do something we don't like.

Just feel that life is like a meaningless joke that we just have to go through. And in the end, we die. -.-

Sometimes i feel like a 3rd party, out of my body, watching and thinking. I don't know why my brain works as it is. I can have a thousand and one thought inside.

Suddenly, in the final year of my course of study, i thought of what to do in future. No idea.

Sian of all these shits.